| Revised Extended Scene from Mambo Italiano (Revised) |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|10:25 pm] |
This should give everyone a little taste of how i feel about being gay.
I've spent almost 25 years in this prison, this prison of guilt and fear and lies and I'm not about to come back. You sacrifice your lives for your children and all along they're miserable, that's right, miserable like you can't even imagine, going to school every day and being called fag this and fag that, waking up every morning hoping I could get through the day without being humiliated. I spent the formative years of my life feeling like shit, trying desperately to fit in, but my peers wouldn't let me in because I'm a fag. And you know what society does to fags in high school? They kill them, not physically but mentally, they annihilate them by chipping away at their dignity day after day after day until no one cares anymore.
That's right, cry....cry, cry because unlike some people, I want to inflict my pain on all of you because it's stronger than my guilt right now, so go ahead, cry. Cry over your angry son or your dead sister or your stupid worthless fucked up life.
It's been a lovely evening, but I really must go, I hope you all enjoy your lives in your respective cocoons. If any of you would like to get a hold of me, I'll be living in the real world. |
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